Back KK 1st day

Feel so weird when back KK.. Reach KK that moment, I miss KL pula.. Hmmm.. As KL many public transport that so convenience, so I really hope I'll stay thr more longer.. no matter go whr, also no need scare.. Cause many ppl will together take the LRT.. If KK ah.. Around 7pm also scare liao.. So dark and not so many ppl take bus le.. Hmm.. At thr really happy.. Soon gonna upload the pics.. I most love is Genting Theme Park.. Every games indoor and outdoor also so fun.. I most love is the Grand Prix Fun Kart.. Play for 2 times o.. haha.. I love driving o.. Then 2nd is the roller coaster.. Damn scary but super exciting.. =D my 21st bday.. I really hope I can go KL and genting again.. Hehe.. =D

Getting old~

Picture I love.. So cute..

I think I'm getting really old.. A lot of things I easily forget.. Aiks.. What happen to me?? Am I really have sickness or what leh? Adui.. I become old lady liao.. T_T And dear readers ♥, I'm not going to write blog until I come back kk.. ^^ gonna upload all the pics at thr.. =)

♥ F - R - I - E - N - D - S ♥

Life getting better when I know more and more of new friends.. GOD listened to my prayer.. I don't want to have enemies.. GOD really helped me.. ^^ All I want to say today is THANK YOU, LORD! YOU ARE THE BEST! =)
Today at office, so damn busy.. I walk 3 times to Bormas.. Tired~ But still ok la.. Since I'm going to on leave for one week, then now I'll just finish all my jobs first la.. =)

*心情不好*

How to say? I saw something that I wish I never see.. Now every single words I saw keep on appear in my mind.. What should I do? Thinking of his face, I feel like I'm seeing two type of people in one body.. I thought they are the bitches but I realize he is the fucker.. I feel so sorry for them cause they trust you and thought you were hurt by girls.. And I am your EX??? What the.. We together back already and u say I'm your EX?? I know why you flirt all the girls around you and try to make them love you.. It's not that you need love, it's because you are trying to find a better girl than me.. But fail.. That's why you treat me sooooo good now.. Aiks..

*secret*

Accidently read something.. Feel sad.. I don't know is my fault or his fault.. Our relationship have a lot of scars on it.. I don't know who should I blame.. I wanted to be a nice gf.. 3yrs and 7months.. We've been go thru so many and I hope it will make me stronger.. I won't angry u if u told me that u just wanna be friend with them.. But it seems like u're giving them hope.. You're telling them u get hurt a lot and then u don wan to be with them.. I feel hurt la.. Not only me, they would get hurt too.. If I'm the girl who make u can't trust in girls and feel like wanna play them, stop it and break with me then.. Why everytime when we are so sweet, so loving, so happy, and then I'll accidently saw something that I always wish I never see it??? I hate this situation.. Looking at u.. Wondering what should I said about what I see? Just shut up and cry alone to think what u've done on the year 2008 & 2009? Aiks.. I hate the time when I'm alone.. I try to forget but it seems that the scar u make on my heart is so deep and it's bleeding non stop even if I try to act happy.. I don't want to hate them cause I know u're the reason they did this.. U never tell other ppl who I am.. U never wanna let anybody know that we get back together.. U never accept the relationship request I've sent u.. U never want me to put our sweet pictures, our memories.. I don't get it.. I still scare until now.. Still scare that someday we're gonna broke up.. But I have the preparation already.. No matter what happen, I still have my friends, my family and GOD.. U might not believe but GOD make me patience and don't angry on what u've done.. GOD's wisdom words make me be patience and love anybody that maybe hurt me.. I forgive everything but I know it's hard to forget.. And... If not GOD, I maybe not together with u now after what u did.. =(

♥ Tattoo ♥

Yesterday night, when going to church for youth gathering, my dear friend - Connie, she gave me a tattoo.. A temporary tattoo, butterfly tattoo.. Thank you Connie!! ^^ hehe.. then when I go back home, I stick it on my right leg.. hehe.. =) soon gonna upload it once I found my USB 1st.. hehe..

one sad thing, HE didn't care me last night.. Sms half way then no find me le.. =( bad guy!!! ~.~ 

then, today worship team sing a new song.. A very soft song.. I love it! ^^

That's all for today.. :)

Vision Group

As usual, going to work.. this morning breakfast.. waited for so long.. dim sum!! ♥ HE promise me like so long time le then this time finally really can eat dim sum.. = = Haha.. After that, went to work.. After finish work at 12pm, have to wait 2 hrs cause 2pm have a meeting/sharing/seminar.. Today's speaker sounds not happy cause some ppl don't know what is MORAL and to LOVE each other in this big family.. After that, my pretty & good & loving & caring I.O. sent me home cause i'm not so feeling well + raining lagi.. Hmmm.. thanks her.. she help me a lot.. =) May GOD bless those who ever help me.. ^^

S - I - C - K

Like usual, wake up in the morning at around 7am, then wash up then went to have breakfast at Gaya Street then went to work.. Then around 9am, feel stomachache, go to toilet then realize I have pe****.. Haha.. Still can laugh.. Stomach so pain now.. Not so good mood to write blog.. That's all for today.. =/

♥ Jesus - You Are My Best Friend ♥

Have you heard of the One called Saviour?
Have you heard of His perfect love?
Have you heard of the One in Heaven?
Have you heard how He gave His Son?
Well I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me Your way

I believe in the one called Saviour
I believe He's the risen one
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Because I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me Your way

Jesus You are my best friend and You will always be nothing will ever change that x2

I believe in the One called Saviour
I believe He's the risen One
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Because I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me Your way

Jesus You are my best friend and You will always be nothing will ever change that
Jesus You are my best friend and You will always be nothing will ever change that
Jesus You are my best friend and You will always be nothing will ever change that

Nothing will ever change that

Facebook Application: GOD WANTS YOU TO KNOW...

♥ On this day of your life, Steph, we believe God wants you to know ... that shared joy is a double joy; shared sorrow is half a sorrow. ♥

♥ Message from God ♥
There is no need for you to go it alone. There are people who love you, and who are ready to give you much needed support. There are even more, - way more than you can possibly imagine, people who CAN love you if you give them a chance. Make 'share joy, half the sorrow' your motto for today.

♥朋友♥

有时候，我在想，到底怎样才能成为真正的好朋友?当我用真心面对她们时，她们就认为我很做作，又说我在演戏。。唉。。。。。。但是，当我以假的或者陌生人的那一面去对待她们时，她们却对我比较好。。老实说，我真的很不喜欢讨厌一个人的感觉。。那种感觉真的很辛苦。。我不喜欢讨厌人家。。但是，某些事情又导致人家讨厌我。。TT 主啊! 求你帮助我。。

独自一个人的时候

 当我独自一个人的时候, 很多事情出现在我的脑海里..我会想很多的东西, 特别是当我孤单的时候..这就是为什么我总是想找人聊天或玩Facebook或走来走去..我讨厌孤独，因为我知道我会想太多，然后胡思乱想..通常，我想的是关于他的事情..想着过去..想着现在..想着未来..想着..想着..突然......眼泪不听话..泪流下来了..然后一首歌出现在我的脑海里..周杰伦的♥回到过去♥..我想念我的过去......

Online Time

Suppose to play Cafe World and Farmville and so on, but don't know why Facebook sot jor.. Can't open the website.. it said PROBLEM LOADING PAGE.. zzz.. So I choose to write blog first while waiting Facebook to be normal again.. Today mood not very good.. 1st, lot's of work to do at office.. 2nd, I miss him so much and I suddenly feel like wanna hug him tightly for long time.. TT 3rd, Facebook cannot open as I meantion earlier.. 4th, I'm thinking a lot of things these few days.. I don't like to hate people.. Feel not comfortable.. Aiks.. What should I do, GOD? TT

Enemy?

Why do I have to have lot's of people hate me just because of him? Why they don't know that he is so fake sometimes? Why do you people have to think it's my fault? = = I so tired.. I don't know what should I do.. When I alone in the house, I really don't know what to do but just cry.. My only solution is cry.. Why I have to face these problems? I'm trying to be friends with lot's of people around him but it seems doesn't work.. I guess.. Maybe because I'm not pretty enough, or I'm not cute enough, or I'm not rich enough and mostly I guess they think I'm not match with him.. I bet.. If you people really can be transparent and see all the way how he treat, you guys will know.. =/

Working Time

Argh~~!!! Today super duper busy eh!!! Lot's of policies payment have to pay and I still writing blog.. haha.. I guess I'm addicted to it.. xD Haha.. Today morning we argued AGAIN.. *Faint*.. Always like that.. Is about the he say he is single that matter.. We shout, scold, angry and then after few mins and I'm at office already, he send a sweet msg.. = =''' So fake la.. Aiks.. Don't know la.. =(

Keith Urban - Tonight I wanna cry =(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8PGmYymhwI



A song I found in Google.. So soft.. A nice song..

Heartbroken-Disappointed

I'm happy about yesterday.. But the happiness totally vanish after i see his skype chatting with some girl and he say he is single.. wat the hell.. is it so fun to let other ppl think that u r single and can play around with girls without let me know it?? It's C-H-E-A-T-I-N-G.. Aiks.. I thought u've change but then nvm la.. Cannot hoping too much cause the more i hope, the more disappointed i'll get.. Now I totally 100% agree on this theory.. More hope more disappointment.. What should I do? Just ignore it? Not easy for me.. Not only saying he is single, he even talk phone with tat girls for hours.. Wat the hell.. Really get so angry la.. Previously already so many girls like that with him, so close till almost can be couple.. I wonder.. Why don't he just break me up since he so wan to be single in everybody's eye?? I wonder...... =(

♥Swimming Day♥

It's been long time I didn't had a swim in the pool.. Today is a happy day.. A wonderful day.. Had a swim with friends.. So happy.. Feel so relax after work so tired from 8.30 til 5.. And.. After swim and took a bath at friend's house, we had MacD for dinner! >_< one of my favourite food.. Haha.. Reach home at 10.45++.. so tired.. BUT fun.. =) Hope to have more activities with friends in future.. =) well.. gtg.. Fb-ing & soon going to sleep.. e_e good night, readers..

♥等待他的到来♥

Waiting for my babee now.. Hehe.. So happy.. =) Miss him so much o.. T_T finally can meet.. happy!!! >_< ♥♥♥

♥Sunday, A worship GOD day♥

After last year october posted one blog, then I didn't have time to update my blog.. Now I'm gonna make some time for my bloggy.. Haha.. A good news that me and ♥HIM♥ get back together last year December.. =) Now we are so sweet.. Thank GOD.. GOD gave us a chance again.. We are so loving now.. I really feel happy about it.. Today went to church.. Feel so happy and love the worship part.. The songs are so touching.. I can feel the GOD's love when the songs are on.. That's all for today.. =)