信仰

每当我听见忧郁的乐章 勾起回忆的伤
每当我看见白色的月光 想起你的脸庞
明知不该去想不能去想 偏又想到迷惘
是谁让我心酸 谁让我牵挂 是你啊
我知道那些不该说的话 让你负气流浪
想知道多年漂浮的时光 是否你也想家
如果当时吻你 当时抱你 也许结局难讲
我那么多遗憾 那么多期盼 你知道吗
 

我爱你 是多么清楚 多么坚固的信仰
我爱你 是多么温暖 多么勇敢的力量
我不管心多伤 不管爱多慌 不管别人怎么想
爱是一种信仰 把我 带到你的身旁
 

我爱你 是忠于自己 忠于爱情的信仰
我爱你 是来自灵魂 来自生命的力量
在遥远的地方 你是否一样 听见我的呼喊
爱是一种信仰 把你 带回我的身旁

萬芳 新不了情

心若倦了　淚也乾了
這份深情　難捨難了
曾經擁有　天荒地老
已不見你　暮暮與朝朝

這一份情　永遠難了
願來生還能　再度擁抱
愛一個人　如何廝守到老
怎樣面對一切　我不知道

回憶過去　痛苦的相思忘不了
為何你再來　撥動我心跳
愛你怎麼能了　今夜的你應該明瞭
緣難了　情難了

What should I do now? =(

I'm thinking.. Crying.. refresh back everything.. What should I do? All I can ask only WHAT CAN I DO?? WHAT SHOULD I DO?? I love you.. I accepted the way you are.. BUT.. All i need is at least let me know that u r safe at home.. Now I duno what rumours my friend heard.. But I scare.. Scare to know that you betray me again.. I scare to know that u have another girl again.. The fear never go away.. It keep in my soul for so long time.. Nothing can make it away from my soul cause it's really hurt.. I really duno what to talk to who or tell who.. Nobody would understand..=(

Msg to HIM

"" Dis the laz msg im gona send 2 u. Im nt gona disturb u after dis. After we bak kk frm kl, u seems nt so k me anymore. It seems lik we r stranger. I dn understand n cnt even guess wat u're thinkin. All i knw is i reli hardly cn meet u n u seems doesnt apreciate the oni few hrs we hv. I duno la. I jz wn an explaination on wat r u thinkin n y u do dis to me. 4 dis time oni i'll listen 2 wat u wn 2 say. I duno wat u doin in the midnight. I duno wat u doin after u finish work. I duno anythin bout u anymore. U nvr gv me a proper ans on wats goin on whn i ask u. So pls. If dis relationship hv to go smoothly, plz jz tel me wat happening. Tel me if thr is changes of heart, mayb u lik another 1, o mayb sum1 mak u hapy. Jz say it. I wn 2 knw. Pls k? "" 

This is the msg I've sent to him today.. I feel so hurt.. Feeling really insecure on you.. Feeling that you hiding something AGAIN.. I don't know la.. Start to have the feeling to give up.. Let it be.. =/