Getting old~

Picture I love.. So cute..

I think I'm getting really old.. A lot of things I easily forget.. Aiks.. What happen to me?? Am I really have sickness or what leh? Adui.. I become old lady liao.. T_T And dear readers ♥, I'm not going to write blog until I come back kk.. ^^ gonna upload all the pics at thr.. =)

♥ F - R - I - E - N - D - S ♥

Life getting better when I know more and more of new friends.. GOD listened to my prayer.. I don't want to have enemies.. GOD really helped me.. ^^ All I want to say today is THANK YOU, LORD! YOU ARE THE BEST! =)
Today at office, so damn busy.. I walk 3 times to Bormas.. Tired~ But still ok la.. Since I'm going to on leave for one week, then now I'll just finish all my jobs first la.. =)

*心情不好*

How to say? I saw something that I wish I never see.. Now every single words I saw keep on appear in my mind.. What should I do? Thinking of his face, I feel like I'm seeing two type of people in one body.. I thought they are the bitches but I realize he is the fucker.. I feel so sorry for them cause they trust you and thought you were hurt by girls.. And I am your EX??? What the.. We together back already and u say I'm your EX?? I know why you flirt all the girls around you and try to make them love you.. It's not that you need love, it's because you are trying to find a better girl than me.. But fail.. That's why you treat me sooooo good now.. Aiks..

*secret*

Accidently read something.. Feel sad.. I don't know is my fault or his fault.. Our relationship have a lot of scars on it.. I don't know who should I blame.. I wanted to be a nice gf.. 3yrs and 7months.. We've been go thru so many and I hope it will make me stronger.. I won't angry u if u told me that u just wanna be friend with them.. But it seems like u're giving them hope.. You're telling them u get hurt a lot and then u don wan to be with them.. I feel hurt la.. Not only me, they would get hurt too.. If I'm the girl who make u can't trust in girls and feel like wanna play them, stop it and break with me then.. Why everytime when we are so sweet, so loving, so happy, and then I'll accidently saw something that I always wish I never see it??? I hate this situation.. Looking at u.. Wondering what should I said about what I see? Just shut up and cry alone to think what u've done on the year 2008 & 2009? Aiks.. I hate the time when I'm alone.. I try to forget but it seems that the scar u make on my heart is so deep and it's bleeding non stop even if I try to act happy.. I don't want to hate them cause I know u're the reason they did this.. U never tell other ppl who I am.. U never wanna let anybody know that we get back together.. U never accept the relationship request I've sent u.. U never want me to put our sweet pictures, our memories.. I don't get it.. I still scare until now.. Still scare that someday we're gonna broke up.. But I have the preparation already.. No matter what happen, I still have my friends, my family and GOD.. U might not believe but GOD make me patience and don't angry on what u've done.. GOD's wisdom words make me be patience and love anybody that maybe hurt me.. I forgive everything but I know it's hard to forget.. And... If not GOD, I maybe not together with u now after what u did.. =(

♥ Tattoo ♥

Yesterday night, when going to church for youth gathering, my dear friend - Connie, she gave me a tattoo.. A temporary tattoo, butterfly tattoo.. Thank you Connie!! ^^ hehe.. then when I go back home, I stick it on my right leg.. hehe.. =) soon gonna upload it once I found my USB 1st.. hehe..

one sad thing, HE didn't care me last night.. Sms half way then no find me le.. =( bad guy!!! ~.~ 

then, today worship team sing a new song.. A very soft song.. I love it! ^^

That's all for today.. :)